Sunday, September 2, 2012

A Letter to my Muslim friends

My dear Muslim friends,

I have a high regard and love for all of you, but I have to get this off my chest. I do not and cannot believe much of what you do, so please stop expecting me to.

I am tired of being expected to believe every single thing that the ummah, in general, does. I'm tired of individual interpretations being "wrong" and religious determinations being left to scholars to decide, as if we don't have our own brains to think and reason with. I don't want to trust the fate of my soul to anyone on Earth but myself, and I doubt "but such-and-such scholar/this or that hadith said to do it" is going to suffice as an excuse for following superstition and falsehood, or the conjecture of other people. Allah gave you a brain and reason and free will to decide for yourself, not to be told what to do every moment of every day by the hadith and scholars.

I'm tired of people telling me Islam has rules, when the rules and customs they believe are not Qur'anic, but usually Persian or Arab culture confused for religion. Once you remove the culture from the Qur'an's teachings, Islam becomes what it was meant to be: easy for us, not a hardship, and for all mankind, not just the Arabs of centuries past.

I'm tired of women obsessing about each other's hijab, as if piety can be measured by the clothing you wear. Keep women talking about clothes, and you'll never have to worry about them coming to together to demand equal participation and rights in the mosque or society. Keep women believing they can't pray, read the Qur'an, or fast during their periods (despite 2:222, which forbids men from approaching their wives during menses, but doesn't forbid for women any spiritual practice), and you force them into a state of spiritual deprivation. ENOUGH. Don't lie to me and tell me my Lord thinks me unclean because of a bodily process HE CREATED. The Qur'an says Allah always hears our prayers. Always. What the Qur'an permits, or does not address, I will do. I will not hold as discouraged or forbidden what Allah did not.

I'm sick of segregation between men and women, especially in the mosque. The segregation hypersexualizes male/female relationships, making "temptation" much more of a problem than it would be if we weren't segregated. And really, are you THAT attracted to every man or woman you meet, or even a fraction of those you meet? Of course not.

I'm tired of the gossiping and backbiting, and the way some people say, with such certainty, that another person or group is going to Hell because those people don't believe every last detail like they do. Are you Allah, that you know what is in others' hearts?

I'm tired of hearing people say that they want to "get more rewards" for doing good, rather than do good out of love for others, and of hearing people trying to quantify the blessings of Allah, as if the reward He has planned for us is even comprehensible for us.

I'm tired of people saying that recitation of the Qur'an in Arabic (when you don't speak Arabic) is better than reading an English translation and reflecting on what you've read. (This despite the fact that we are ORDERED by Allah to read and reflect upon the Qur'an!) I'm tired of being treated as if I'm ignorant because I'm a convert. I don't need a scholar to "guide" me to the "right path". My guide is Allah, my guidance the Qur'an. Trusting Him, I will never be led astray.

I'm tired of people elevating Muhammad above Jesus, Abraham, Lot, Noah, and all of the other prophets. I didn't reject the trinity concept of Christianity only to worship another man alongside the Lord of the Universe. The name of Muhammad is on the wall of the masjid beside that of Allah, Muhammad's name is in the ritual prayers, yet Muslims will deride Christians as polytheists for worshipping Jesus. Well, at least the Christians are honest about their attitude towards Jesus, while the ummah, by and large, continues to play ostrich and stick its collective head in the sand, ignoring the level of devotion (read:worship) directed at Muhammad. You may tell me it's not like that, and maybe for you, personally, it isn't. But by and large, it is. I say this as someone who has been on the outside looking in as a Christian, and then on the inside, as a Muslimah who recognized the wrongness of the Trinity concept and left Christianity as a result. My eyes are wide open, and I won't close them - associating partners with God is the same, no matter what you claim. Your willful blindness doesn't change the truth.

Don't misunderstand me: I love Prophet Muhammad as I love all of the prophets, but I will not elevate him above any of them. (2:136 "Say: "We believe in God and in what was sent down to us and what was sent down to Abraham, and Ishmael, and Isaac, and Jacob, and the Patriarchs, and what was given to Moses and Jesus, and what was given to the prophets from their Lord; we do not make a distinction between any of them and to Him we submit.")

Above all, I'm sick of people saying Islam is incomplete without the hadith, when Allah, the Lord of the Worlds, tells us in His revelation that the Qur'an is complete, fully detailed, and full of examples for people who reflect. What hadith other than the Qur'an will you believe? (77:50) Some people even have the gall to say that Allah "forgot" to put something in the Qur'an. Allah does not forget!

When I converted to Islam, I became a Muslim, not an Arab. I will not change my name, my clothes, my language, or my culture to conform to an Arab-centric mindset.

I'm not asking you to agree with me or trying to "be right", and I'm not judging you. I'm just being honest and stating my views. I'm not afraid of being shunned by you. If you don't agree and still want to be my friend, we'll agree to disagree in peace, and focus on what we have in common, not on our differences. If you don't want to be my friend, fine. I will tell you goodbye with no reproach or resentment in my heart, wish you the best, and go on about my life, and on the Last Day, I will have peace in my heart because I will know that I strove with all my heart and mind to love Allah and submit myself to Him.



  1. Replies
    1. I love you, too, sis. ^_^ Thank you.

  2. This is the first time I have come to your blog, and I deeply appreciate the wisdom your words.

    Although I am not a Muslimah, I have a few internet friends who follow your faith, and we are able to enjoy positive interaction and caring conversation as SISTERS because we all are females - women - created as such by our own idea of God/dess.

    So, Sister, I wish you the best in all you do. If more individuals would even consider your points with impacts made in their own religions, I believe our world would be a better place for all.

    Namaste. Peace.

    - WiccanWoman

    PS - I'd be humbly honored if you'd visit my blog.

    1. Thank you so much for coming by, wiccanwoman! How did you find me?

      Thank you for your kind words, but my points aren't mine -- they're from the Qur'an, a book I believe to be revelation from the God I worship.

  3. Very well said. If Muslims are supposed to emulate prophets, they should do for all not just the last one.

    On the other hand, the Shahada does contain only one prophet's name. Something to think about I guess.


    1. Anisah,

      Thanks for coming by! That is why I reject the shahada most people accept -- instead, I believe in the Qur'anic shahada: "I submit to the Lord of the Worlds". I don't and won't differentiate between the prophets. Salams.

  4. Wow, I love this letter very much! I am 13 years old, and I converted/reverted to Islam alone. I really agree with this.

    Thank you. :)

    1. Sayre,

      Salam aleikum and thanks for stopping by my blog! How did you find me? :) It really is hard to be a Muslim alone, especially a convert. If you have other Muslims around, usually they're born Muslims who pressure you to adopt the cultural practices they confuse for religion without thinking.

  5. Absolutely love this part: When I converted to Islam, I became a Muslim, not an Arab. I will not change my name, my clothes, my language, or my culture to conform to an Arab-centric mindset.

  6. Cloture dose not mean Islam yes. As easy as it is, the simple definition to be a Muslim is to follow the five pillars. anything beyond that cannot be judged whether she/he is a Muslim or not. So yeah it is best not to judge our brothers and sister if they are what they are. Only the day that we will face Allah himself can judge us. Hence, we always have the choice and we tend to make mistake but for what? To live and be a better Muslim. To reach greatness to the hereafter.

    Just a thought. Sorry i could not resist but to react.

  7. Salamun Alaikum. I am a born Muslim man. & I choose the Quranist path. & I wholeheartedly agree with what you have written. :)